Fuck it.
It just makes sense.
Episode #49 needs to arrive on October 31st.
I don’t care how different this is from what I’ve done in the past. It’s necessary.
If you’ve read up to this point, you deserve a better episode than I can deliver by September 23rd.
This Summer was utter hell. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t cry. I wanted to die.
Over a dozen people got shot on my block this Summer.
That is not the time when a person is mentally equipped to set realistic goals and follow them.
I could barely do anything this Summer.
I was so depressed I almost turned to violent self-harm. I didn’t, though. And I won’t.
This episode is about love, empathy and mystery. It is also about sex.
If you enjoy it, good. If it alienates you a bit, also good. Both are a form of understanding it.
I already know you care about my mind. You’re here. I trust you. And I love you.
LET’S DANCE.